The pain I can control

The pain I can control
The pain that makes me whole
The pain that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears
The pain that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees
The pain that woa'ed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me home tonight
The pain that my friends say is wrong
The pain that makes me feel so strong
The pain thats not just pain to me
The pain that makes everyone see
The pain that I'm addicted to
The pain I can't give up.. Not even for you..

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  1. UnknownJuly 7, 2011 at 12:19 AM

    1 number.... among the best.. specially the last line

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