ON MY OWN

I tried to be perfect,
but nothing was worth it,
I dont believe it makes me real,
I thought it would be easy,
but no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said...

If you believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that i know,
just to see if it would show,
that I'm trying to let you know,
that I'm better off my own...

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